River of Thoughts

Times will fly
every night
feels like I’ve been here much longer
deja vu when I couldn't possibly have seen it
but I’ve felt this place before


and I’ve seen this river run
streams of thoughts
flow through my blood
am I living a lie now
why do i feel like
I can’t feel like myself


I can’t feel what I want to
I can’t feel what I need


I could die
anytime
What if I'm not here much longer?
Can I trust my eyes?
Could I possibly have seen it?
Why am I here and what for?


and I’ve seen this river run
streams of thoughts
flow through my blood
am I living a lie now
why do I feel like
why do I feel like
why do I feel like


I can’t hear my thoughts
ever since I was young
so young so young
I cannot feel


and I’ve seen this river run
streams of thoughts
flow through my blood
am I living a lie now
why do I feel like
I can’t feel like myself